attention !
this blog righteously belongs to me, bella.
i scribbble, i rant; it`s my life.
this is no tongue-lashing carnage, read & respond.
no critics needed.
world peace.
(:

rock & roll is love ♥.
that maiden, she`s known as BELLA .
labelled as a spontaneous queen & an articulate speaker by her mates.
ohh well, expect the unexpected
. a pisces whose birthday lies on 22 feb.
cookies & cream ice cream and caramel frap is definitely heaven !
living in a world of confusion.
judge her ?
take a good look in the mirror. (:
so anws, to hell you`ll be hypocrites.
die motherfuckers die !

ehems.

recently, my passion and interest towards cyber and technology have been depleting.
it has come to a point that the cyber life that is evolving around me is yet another playground.
well, this is definitely not pointed out to those whom i am close with & those that i care.
but it is more likely meant for those people who enters my life and leave like the wind.
probably, the word of friendship & the memories together does not exist in their book and thesaurus of life.
the sudden evoke of emotions of sadness of feeling betrayed and cheated prolly leads to this portion of the entry.
thanks to an unwanted filthy sight i saw right before my eyes at bugis village & a recent cowardly act of avoiding.

enough is enough.
& so i met my ex-colleague, my hot mama girlfriend, linda, for a quick chat.
she`s as hot as ever.mamalicious.
i miss her.

apparently, i have come to a point of realization in her life.
perhaps lying and self-denial is a silent slow suicide.
i guess i am not a good actress as my friend saw through me.
yes.before i knew, before i realised and i could do anything, i fell;
deep into the entangled confusion episode of love.
hereafter, i shall make a timid self-confession;



it has been a sickly week for me, bella.
i was absent the wholeee week.
goodness, just how many lesson and group meetings have i missed.
thanks to falling ill.
and thanks to my no-insurance mouth of saying that i`ll go to the hospital.
of which eventually i did and got a jab on my arse.
its painful.
i`d rather donate my blood again if i have a choice between those two.
but thank god, i am now, 80% recovered from those illness and bacteria that was determine to pull me down.
kill them all !!


tadi kan bella semangat raya & semangat orang kahwin.
i bought myself a beautiful don`t know what kain the sales lady recommended me.
it is translucent with rose flower pattern on it.
its RED, gorgeous and beautiful.
it`s meant for my cousin`s wedding as everybody have confirmed to make RED as the colour.
thesecond piece was a black songket organza.
LAWAR !
i fell in love the instant i saw it.
third piece, a beautifully woven flower printed shiffon.
mcm orange2 color dia.
its soft and..beautiful but i have yet to think of what to make out of it.
hahaha !

okay lahh sirs & maams.
my mind is apparently totally blank.
till here.


hey hyes !

i am back.
back from batam.
hahahs !
to people out there, stop stereotyping batam as a place meant for the wak-WAKs to go for prostituition or to find for another wife.
batam is heaven for shopaholic ! heheh.
i bought stuffs - lot of rustysss, i loveeee rustyss.
ohh well.
i`ll be going to batam more frequent once my bro`s house is fully renovated & build.
yeeehHhaa !
okay.enough of batam.


okay next.
pertaining to human`s behaviour in the mrt as posted by kit the kat.
i have my own piece to share but not regarding the mrt though.
hahahs.
it was only last fri when this freaking arrogant woman bumped into me.
it was initially okay cos she`s probably rushing off to somewhere.
being a nice citizen, i portrayed the proper character of a CONSIDERATE & POLITE singaporean by saying sorry eventhough she is the freaking idiot who bumped into me !
& guess what ?!
in return of my kindness, she gave me a fucking idiotic-boastful-bambooimbo-snobbish face and actually smirks at me !
malu aku ade orgg berbangse mlayu mcm kau !
so what if you`re thin and wear lavishly with a louis vuitton handbag ?
your character just reflects a typical woman with no brain of her own !
a plastic bimboishhbiatchh with no attributes when it comes to basic courtesy !
urgHh.
so in return, contained with extreme anger and DISGUST towards that woman,
i fastened my pace and walked quickly and brushed my shoulder against her and stop exactly at her pathway just to face at her direction.
afterwards of which i purposely bumped into her and gave her my snobbish-serves-you-right-hahaha-bitch face !
my frens were laughing seeing what i did espcially when that woman actually tumbles her way to stable herself from falling.
i know i know.
sometimes, you need to be a part-time bitch in order to live and to teach. (:
and a reminder, bella budakk baik taoo.
btol ! tk tipu..mak kate kalau tipu dosa.
ps: woman is the more defined term for betine.hahahs.

bella kene fine !
i got fine !
poofffTtt.there goes my $200(soon).
but it have yet to be finalised but they got hold on to my student pass and took down my particualrs.
i just hope miracle will happen and that i will be given a second chance.
basically what happened was that i got caught red-handed for smoking in the hot-spot school vicinity.
i was caught off-guard.suprised, shocked, fear & guilt overwhelmes me.
guilt, for getting khai into this mess.
if i didn`t ask him to come along for a smoke, he wouldn`t get caught but yarhh he owns up.
beyond my control.
goodness.
how much more sway cn it be.
it has been over a year and i have always been sitting there for hours and hours with the old maintainances before the new ones came and never been caught once.
but now..haiss.
i beg for second chance pls.
i will be a good girl through out the year, i promise.

babbles babblings babbles and more babbles.
i guess it ends here.
(:





greetings.
hey hyes !

i will keep this short.
honestly, i am in an ultimate confusion which i can`t entangled it.
in fact, i fall even deeper into the mess and got myself caught in between.
why does the matters of the heart have to be...beyond words to describe ?
why must it be confusingg ?
must i or must i not ?
i have till next week.
must i waitt and lie low and eventually live in regrets ?
or must i put aside the fear and ego and step forward despite any possible outcome ?


ohhs.
i am shagged i look like a nanny !
alrite.
good nite !
mimpi indahh mimpi bella.

hullohs friends.



well, no matter after how many apologies made,
how many statements stated,
i still do abandon my blogg.
probably its just because i am bored of my old blogskin.
it is just typically me; a girl who does not update her blog due to pure boredom of her own blogskin.
hehe.dumbness.



hmm.a sudden rush of emotions and ideas derives me into updating my blog.



pertaining to irna`s post at her blog regarding fm`s current entertainment life, ku sungguh-SUNGGUH sokong seratus peratus.

basically, kita tak bermaksud untuk menyatakan bahawa fm sekarang tidakk berguna.
what i think is that, the new fm or specifically, the new dj does not deliver or in fact even appear as a professional dj who actually cater to the needs of all listeners.
compared to the old djs, bukan sekadar deliver in fact they go to the extra mile to acknowledge and recognised their listeners by their trademarks & songs.
it really does create an impact to us.
kaki addict fm uhhs dulu bab jangan kata dj, bdak2 dulu semua kaki gerekk.
chat as a whole fm despite the differences or the different clans they are in.
kesundalans, kesialans, keciabaians, kesegala-GALAns semuanya terserlah.
antara diterima atau tidak, is not shown in the fm.
TAK PERLU SOMBONG, TAK PERLU KEREK.BARU ATAU LAMA, LAWA ATAU TIDAK; JUST MINGLE.
cos, fm is another form of entertainment and communication where we can make and bond with our old/new friends.
so pls, try to relive those old hype and ambience when it concerns the fm.
because, in actual fact, fm is just not cyber, it is actually lingering around our daily life.
kepada sesiapa yg baca ini post, it`s not a form of critic or a personal attack.
it is just an observation stated clearly to somehow open certain eyes and perhaps, ponder about it.


well, this somehow really reminds me of my old times with the old fm peepso that i truly miss.
and i really mean it.

i miss you guys !
mashi, anak mama kuss.
ijal, same2 cute tao !
kit kat walau ku baru jugakk kenal, you are one hell of a fun chatter !
bibo the man !
to my kaki lepaks after school, i really wish we can relive those moments.
*irna, apiz, BH, razi & few more*
yesYESyes irna, we are the sundals in fm.
noi, dee: my trios, angels madu no 1 & madu no 2 (respectitively)
blackwidow: noi, dee, nanajaq, bebeh & bella.
ABG FAIZAL ! attz, kraze, memo, krating, fahmi & many-MANY more.
sorry tak dimention & tak letak pics as i am usingg lappie and pics are limited.

next.

i am officialy the first senior to the course, Hospitality Operations.
bey kire ape ? big fuck ? HAHA.
well, i am so used to having the aircon classroom all by myself and now that i need to keep on changing class really drains me and makes me like one retarded student with no prominent place to go and slack with no tom, dick or harry eavesdropping.heheees.*
the modules seems interesting & i kinda love the new timetable.
BUT ! i certainly hate an event that happened todayy.
was brought to the office to write an offense letter as i and cha was caught in our sandals.
wtf ?!
okayKAYs.
heck bout it.



ohOHH.i am planning a suprise birthday party.
and i hope it will be a success.ekreke.


i think i typed too long eyhs.

so my next post of which i hope will be tmr will involves our mini-MINI gathering at city hall ! (:





last note: bella still survives.

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